four and forty

four and forty to be
i think i've enough to see
how's the glorious mr. time
badly cheating with ms. destiny

four and forty to be
i've tasted sorrow and misery
i've seen tears been shed
in the mid of those brittle breath

four and forty to be
angel of death looks so pretty
proposes me with sweet lilly
releases me from agony?

four and forty to be
i think i disagree

the blessed fountain

the hands of the creator
are carving a great sculpture
out of the lump in my breast
a sculpture of fountain will burst
and i shall call it the fountain of zest
where any angels may rest
and taste the water of fest

here,
underneath the fountain of zest
let all be blessed
and i shall rejoice with no fear
for his promise is crystal clear

"I will never forsake you"
and i know, its true...

end of april #poem #againstdeathpenalty

he granted no second chance
for the condemned men
i guess the sire's just unable to find
or perhaps he's completely blind
(what a pity the sire failed to see)

how the almighty
blesses him with abundant mercy
made him the great man he's meant to be

but who are we to disagree
with the sire of destiny

#againstdeathpenalty
#saynotocapital punishment

coffee tought

he likes it sour
she likes it bitter
when the two meet at the coffee table
they wont let it mingle

(he chooses arabian gals
she prefers robust guys)

so they let the stirrer
freeze in their fingers
stand stiff as fuzzy rifles
in the hands of raging soldiers

and as things go sideways
they choose the happy ways
just like railways...
side by side perfectly abreast
never depart yet forever apart

surrender never

with this black ink
i wash my pain
bold and plain

and the beauty sinks
into this crater of cancerous grains
cold as marble saints

though i stand under the faded moon
with palms open to the dripping wounds
i surrender never to the gloom

dead is fine #poem-against #indonesia'sdeathpenalty

dead is fine
isn't it mr. president?
so you decide mine
cause dead, is fun

(you said, my life's a diabolical altar
nights with no stars
filthy offerings i've burnt so far

my life's a haunting shadow
beleaguers young souls that follow
leads them to the darkest hollow)

so in your hands my hellish life shall end

(dawn isn't far behind these bars
to his altar i rush to bow
before the lines of his 'algojo'
who'd send me to the only place (you) they know
               to the bottom of the hell
               there, forever i shall dwell)

so mr. president will glow
proud as a new hero...

happy clean up mr. president
be ready to be dirty
the ashes and the rest of the mess
that i've left on your altar
they'd be the confetti for your party



*algojo = executioner


#deathpenalty
#balinine

a bee on my knee

one sweet little bee
sitting on my shaking knee
asking to marry me
to be his wife if i agree
a gift of fancy hive
full of sparkling honey
that will last for life
is his promise to me

so i tell him to flee
cause i' m not a good wife to be
i just want to be free
like a jumping flea
peeing everywhere with glee
here and there
on your head
and on your neck

please don't be sad sweet bee
but you'd better flee
for i don't like brewing coffee
for others but me
not even to a sweet handsome bee
i won't share any
not my coffee
not my tea

but he refuses to flee
and i' m unhappy to see
a bee on my knee
so never blame me
putting you as my top nominee
to be the anonymous dead body
under my feet you'd be
forever be
a dead jolly bee